For the mothers who carry love and loss together…
If you’re here, I’m so sorry. But you’re not alone.
Whether today feels heavy, tender, beautiful, or unbearable, we just want you to know your motherhood matters, your baby is remembered, and you are not alone here. And if you would like, we would love to stay connected.
Meet
Gloria
My third daughter, Hazel, died during birth at 40 weeks in December 2024. In the aftermath of this intense loss and trauma, I found myself in the dirt of my small backyard garden.
My love of house plants exploded to my garden and flowers, as I craved to nurture life and keep Hazel a part of this world.
In the fall of 2025, “Hazel In Bloom” grew from an idea, to a reality, through a lot of blood, sweat, and tears. We grow in a 4k square foot greenhouse, outdoor space, and coming soon - a dahlia field with over 60 varieties.
Through flower farming I found a way to survive the first year of grief, and it has become something so much bigger than I hoped or dreamed. And I am so glad my flowers were able to find their way to you today. It has been my way to honoring Hazel, and I hope To honor your babies as well and hold space for you as you navigate this journey.
-Gloria
Meet Kendra
From grief to blooming. Landon’s Gardens was created during and after a hard season of loss. Stillbirth took my only son almost 5 years ago. Months later flowers and gardening became therapeutic to me. Then more obsessive. I couldn’t get enough of it.
Now we are in our second official season as a flower farm. Using my love of flowers, fueled through grief and nurturing, to bring joy.
I am so sorry you are in this club as well, and I hope someday the beauty and joy in life finds you, as you hold love and loss together. May you find those things and people who help you in this journey, like how growing flowers has helped me.
-Kendra
Three things to remember:
There is no right way.
There is no right way to carry, and process grief and trauma.
Cry, scream, laugh, joke (dark humor!), isolate, join a group. Start a flower farm, lay in bed all day. Just know you are not alone.
There is no timeline.
There is no timeline for missing someone this deeply. We are only 1 and 5 years out from our losses..
You may be 1, 3, 8 months.. 10 years. Our love is still the same, and you are allowed to feel however you are feeling today.
Nothing can “fix” our grief.
We know flowers do not fix loss. If that were the case we would be healed already! But sometimes they can say what words cannot:
You are loved.
Your baby is remembered.
You are still a mother.