Our PAIL Project
A day of flowers, remembrance, and community in honor of
Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month.
Every baby deserves to be remembered
This project was created to honor babies lost through miscarriage, stillbirth, and infant loss. We hope to bring families of loss, and the loved ones who walk beside them, together through flowers and community - creating a space where grief feels a little less lonely.
Our third daughter, Hazel, was stillborn at 40 weeks in December of 2024. In my grief, I found myself drawn to gardening… it began with decorating her grave, and eventually grew into Hazel in Bloom Flower Farm. Today, the farm gives me a way to carry Hazel with me, while creating beauty and connection for other families who are carrying their own babies (often silently) with them.
Below, you’ll find three ways you can be part of the PAIL Project: a place to submit your baby’s name to be remembered, sign up for updates about our memorial clothing line, and join us for an evening of flowers and remembrance on October 9th, benefiting the Adalyn Rose Foundation
in memory of Hazel.
With love,
The Lapp Family
in memory of Hazel May Lapp
PAIL Memorial Shirt
If you would like your baby’s name to be included in our memorial t-shirts and sweatshirts, we would be honored to remember them with you.
Please use the form below to share the name exactly as you would like it to appear.
There is no cost to submit a name. You do not need to attend the October 9 gathering or purchase a shirt for your baby’s name to be included.
Name Submissions Close September 12th!!
October 9th
Remember & Bloom Fall Festival
Family Tickets - $35 *includes U -pick!
Each ticket includes 2 adults, and registered children are free.
A family U-pick pass in included! (One large U-pick cup to fill with flowers.)
Additional U-pick cups available for purchase at the event.
Join us at the farm for a day of family fun, u-pick flowers, food trucks, local vendors, and more… all while supporting the Adalyn Rose Foundation. Bereaved families and their friends + support are all invited for a day of remembrance and beauty.
10/09 - 11am-7pm
860 Hartman Station Road Lancaster, PA
*a portion of the ticket sales benefit the Adalyn Rose Foundation in memory of Hazel May Lapp
PAIL Clothing Preorder
Choose Your Style and Reserve Your Size
The only way to guarantee your size and color - order your tee or sweatshirt today! Pre Orders will close September 12th. We are on a tight deadline for production so they are ready for pickup at our October 9th event! If you grabbed tickets be sure to select Event Pickup at checkout to save on shipping
Created for Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month, this limited-edition cream tee features original floral artwork by Hazel’s mom, Gloria. Rooted in vintage earthy tones of charcoal, muted olive and warm sandstone.
The words “Flowers Bloom, even then” are drawn from a translated haiku by Japanese poet Kobayashi Issa: “A world of grief and pain / flowers bloom / even then. “ For this shirt they hold a quiet reminder that even within a world marked by grief and pain, beauty and love can exist alongside grief. The back will be filled with the names of deeply loved fand forever-remembered babies submitted by families in our community and beyond.
To include a baby’s name on the shirt, please complete the seperate name-submission form found on our PAIL Project Page by September 7. Ordering a shirt does not submit a name.
Preorders close September 12. Shirts will be produced after the preorder closes, with pickup and shipping options available at checkout. Only limited extras may be available after pre order, so order now to guarantee your size.
Created for Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month, this limited-edition cream tee features original floral artwork by Hazel’s mom, Gloria. Rooted in vintage earthy tones of charcoal, muted olive and warm sandstone.
The words “Flowers Bloom, even then” are drawn from a translated haiku by Japanese poet Kobayashi Issa: “A world of grief and pain / flowers bloom / even then. “ For this shirt they hold a quiet reminder that even within a world marked by grief and pain, beauty and love can exist alongside grief. The back will be filled with the names of deeply loved fand forever-remembered babies submitted by families in our community and beyond.
To include a baby’s name on the shirt, please complete the seperate name-submission form found on our PAIL Project Page by September 7. Ordering a shirt does not submit a name.
Preorders close September 12. Sweatshirts will be produced after the preorder closes, with pickup and shipping options available at checkout. Only limited extras may be available after pre order, so order now to guarantee your size.